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Hey. My name isn't important, i think.
I'm 15 years old. And i'm in love.
That's the most important fact.
Yah, .. i'm so in love with this one boy.
We were happy together, 9 months.
But then i made the biggest mistake
in my Life. I broke away from him.
I don't know why. Maybe i needed my time.
But this one month without him was really weird.
I wasn't myself. Everything changed.
I made many things, which hurted him.
In this one month, i didn't though about
the things i did. I tried to forget him.
It was really hard and i don't know why
i did these things. But everyone make mistakes.
So, after this month i noticed that i love him
more than everything else. . , that i couldn't
live without him, that i need him. I came back to him.
I talked with him about everything. I was so sorry
about the things i did. I knew that it wouldn't be easy.
But i loved him and i was all set to do everything
to show him that seriously loved him. Since
nearly 7 months i did it, and i still do it.
It's really complicated. I really love him .
And i'm gonna fight till i have no more force.
Sometimes everything is okay between us. .
but then, other times.. the memories come back and
then he's weird to me.. and sometimes he hurts me.
But that's okay, i think. I gave everything up for him, ..
because i love him. And i don't regret it.
He means so much to me. I can't live without him.
I know so many people say that. . and i'm young.
But my feelings to him are so strong.
I never had so strong feelings for somebody.
He's my first love.. and my only love.
Although he changed. . He doesn't show me his feelings.
He said he can't trust me. And it hurts .
But i understand him. I hurted him.
I always though love would be stronger than anything else,
but maybe i was mistaken.
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